Thursday, September 16, 2010

An Anxious Feeling...



In two months time, I will embark on the beginning of another journey. The final part of being a research student - the final year – a year to get into troubles with all the data, writings and deadlines! Having looked at my 'work' so far makes me anxious as to what have I gained and contributed to my learning process within these 2 years?

I still have a couple of things to be accomplished aside from my longitudinal study i.e. Volitional Help Sheet on self-harmed patients and cross-sectional survey of self-harm in Kuala Lumpur, which will be commenced very soon via online survey. I have to work on systematic review that I owed my SV since last year …..*Sigh* I keep on delaying because fearing that focusing on that will put my head off to my other studies which, also needs my urgency.

By end of the year, I aimed to finish the systematic review, cross-sectional survey and hoping to write and finish the first few chapters. But, first I need to struggle against my procrastination. It’s just too difficult to get rid of this tendency when my brain would only function well and better when the deadline is around the corner! May Allah guide me and strengthen me to stay strong to be able to do all these tasks. Ameen.


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